Personality

My personality is oblivious, but this has been what makes me different from people who have contemplated suicide. Because I know so less, it makes me curious and not hurt, hell come to think of it i probably have a pretty painful life, but i don't see it like that. Why? because i'm oblivious and i don't know much about life, but still i know that thinking about killing yourself will not make life any easier.

From what I've seen in this world, there is a lot of bad BUT there is also a lot of good, you just need to know where to look or at least be lucky enough to know. Popular kids... well I guess some of them have found true happiness but others I know are just empty because they can't find someone close and since their life is so open they cannot live the way they want to(most of the time)

Sometimes it is better to have few friends rather than having 21312129032108 friends, i found this out second hand originally but i still kept on chasing it and i eventually found out first hand.

Hell, i'll tell my readers(if i have any) a story again, back when i was little i always thought that i was alone, because of my shyness... however as i grew i realised i was never alone, there were people there... people who used to be nice to me... lol heck i still keep my old personality as that annoying bastard.

Look, the moral of that story was that... some people actually don't notice what they have because of the darkness that covers them, but when they finally go outside of that area they will see how much light there was. However, this is not always the case for everyone as some people live in utter darkness.. i.e. people in the 3rd world who are going through war. BUT in saying that... you should keep on hoping for an escape because it will come.