Pointless post

So one or two days ago i decided to reactivate my facebook. today i looked through the posts and etc... and i remember why i deactivated it. my reason is similar to many other people : Facebook annoys me with its stupidity(well actually it is because of some of the people who use it(not all)). An example(not listing any names) would be someone who is going to deactivate it but decided to post something about it(idk if it was for attention or it was an informative post). I just find these pointless posts annoying. That is my reasoning, but other than that... well yeah facebook games are alright... and i deactivated my facebook again today(btw i'm posting it here so people can't call me a hypocrite because you don't know my real name and well i don't know you and you read this because you wanted to).

so yeah pointless post... end of story kthxbai.

I'm happy, I really am.

So recently I've been thinking about stuff and I've realised that my life is so much better than what it was a few years back(actually it is because I've been watching Natsume Yuujinchou San and i can relate to his story so much that it's not even funny). Back then people were nice to me, yet i was just too shy to talk back to them, but as i grew i can say that high school has taught me heaps and I've found friends who i can be myself around. Yes, i keep secrets but come on.... who doesn't? So yeah I have to thank everything that has helped me become what i have become. Yeah I'm not one of those sad stories that are like "I was so happy as a kid but as i grew up I met the wrong people and turned out really bad." the point of this post was to show how just because your childhood was bad doesn't mean your life will be horrible as you grow up. trust me there is hope, no matter how hard it is to believe you just have to wait. as a kid I thought the same but i grew up to realise things take time... as someone has said to me before: "Take your time, don't rush it. It will looks better if you work on it slowly rather than rushing through it"(actually the context that it was said in has nothing to do with this story but yeah it kinda fits(somehow)).

WHAT THE HELL AM I DOING HERE??!!?

argg =/ fml I should be out there doing something that I love, not gaming here. I don't know what happened but I started to find gaming REALLY REALLY boring, because its so damn repetitive but here's what bugs/annoys me the most: when i have something important to do i don't do it and i would rather just game or something, when i have nothing to do it is pretty much " i have nothing to do!

just a short post, idk just felt like writing something up

EDIT: yeah, after re-reading that i kinda realised it was copied from a movie that i watched in English class(name of movie:death of a salesman< even though it was technically a play).

Don't ever let go of what you have

Moral of the title: If you want something, go get it!

Random quote: Don't throw something important away, because once it's gone, it's gone.

reason why i posted this: something happened today which was important

Really true post i found on tumblr

  A best friend of the opposite sex

In my opinion, this is like the best type of relationship you can get. Just being able to play jokes on someone and having a person to kick it with all the time feels so good. I also prefer it over a guy to guy friendship (or girl to girl) because it’s so much easier to talk about your problems with the opposite sex.

Source: omgphantastic 

Yeah so i just read this... and well questioned about why i couldn't maintain an old friendship, now my friendship with this special friend is different :/

Alone..

I know i've posted posts about my past before but this one i am just posting because it is approximately 6:40am and i feel like typing up my feelings because i have no one to talk too(forever alone D: )< lol that looks like a smiley face. Okay i'll try to keep this as short as possible.

Something that sucks about my childhood was that i barely had any happy moments that involved friends, pretty much i enjoyed my time with my family the most. But now that i am all grown i can say that i am finally happy, i've found happiness.  Come to think of it i had one friend who I was very happy around. If anyone has read my first post ever on this blog then you would know that i was very lonely around the end of term 4 of my last year due to my friend dogging me because of one of my other "friend's" rumor. You know come to think of it why was i that guy's friend... i guess at times we were mean to each other but fark that cunt had to spread rumors about me even though i wasn't even liked by anyone already(although at the same time i wasn't hated either).

Okay scrap that, i remembered how i used to play games like runescape just to buy popularity, tch. i guess all that is in my past now and i should move on.

W/e i might edit this tomorrow and add more stuff(not likely though) imma go sleep because its 6:50 and the sun is comming up.

:/

Well, today i made one of my friends pissed :/ and here why the title is called ":/" well i don't know how to make a girl happy, blah :/ ... if only i knew T_T