Everyone needs to visit this website

http://amitaytweeto.com/thequietplace/

It is nothing scary, so don't worry about it. Okay, I haven't posted in a while... I know I haven't really had anything to post. Come on, if I did post something it would be something like " WHY CAN'T I HAVE CONFIDENCE!!" and etc. So this place is actually kind of true, we humans do not do things the way we used to any more. I used to walk to school all the time and enjoy it, I still do. but it's not the same. I feel as though I've stopped being social due to all the so called 'Social networks'. That been said.. I try to do other things rather than go on social networking sites all the time. I.E. dancing etc.

I'm going to sum up a few things that life and other observations has taught me:
- We have built a structure so rigid that every day people like us cannot be free any more. There are only a few that are truly free, the rest are still stuck in this materialistic nightmare.
- Freedom is achievable, yet it is only achievable if we chose to break free from this world and do something we truly wish to do

It's time for a change

Recently i've been thinking a lot about my past. Aparently according to my dad i almost died due to my body cooling down dramatically, but with luck my uncle came home early on that and drove me to the hospital and due to that i lived. LOL my life sounds like harry potter doesn't it? The boy who survived a seizure has come to die! LMAO. No but seriously, i almost died when i was 3-4 years old(possibly younger). Thinking about my near death experience(even though i have no recollection of it) i now understand how precious life is and how it can all be changed by one action or by a stroke of luck. i now know to change myself and risk everything, because i might have lost everything as a kid if it wasn't for that stroke of luck.

It's sad

That humans can be so human(yes this is an insult), why is it that the government/media tries to portray us in an environment where we have to be number one, other people will work for us. Why can't society stop being so stupid and think 'they know better' when they clearly don't. I'm not saying i know a lot but i know that the road we are taking will lead us to our destruction. In a way if 2012 was real then I would be kind of glad for it.

Normally.

Normally I would think that when people say something like "Please 2011, be a good year to me," that it is stupid. Think about it; how good your year is to you is determined what you do during that year. But for year 12 I personally will make it a good year, since i knew year 11 wouldn't be a good year since I was just experimenting with stuff during that year but now since i have finalised everything I have a plan that i am willing to follow through. So i can say that year 12 will be a good y ear for me because i have nothing to pull me down and nothing to hold me back(unlike certain teenagers which in their case i feel kind of sorry for them<- some of which have it really bad, as you would probably know).

I should just stop running

So for the past few months I've been lying dormant trying to hide myself. trying to not be noticed but just today i kinda realised that running away is not the right choice, it will catch up to you and haunt you. I don't know :/... maybe it's all in my head. Look I'm going to stop running and continue where i left. i know things won't be the same... but still... i wonder about how things will turn out.

idk i was typing this in bed last night soo yeah...

Listen kid, if you're ever feeling down, alone or not worthy, just remember one thing. There was once a kid like you too. He was disliked because one person hated his guts and the rest of the them only hated him because they were all dead fishes following this person's stream. This boy eventually followed the stream until a spark of light appeared. This spark changed everything, he stopped following the stream and became alive again and realised that not many people are different. everyone experiences pain, not many realise how similar we all are. He sees this now but it was not always like that. Just remember, you're not alone.

Fear should not be a weakness.Rather, it should be something you learn from.

Yeah i'm not very original but still i sometimes wonder if someday i will become strong and do something other than playing games 24/7(not that i do but generally speaking)

Yeah lol soo that quote really inspired me