Just thoughts...

I'm just typing up what I'm thinking right now... whenever i get bored or don't feel like typing any more I'll stop typing and post it.

It has been a while since I've reminisced like this, I don't know... just now i was looking through my old 'Tommy's Folder' folder and realised how many memories I've kept over these past few years. I realised how much my past can affect my future, it has caused many realisations, one of which was how much I long for my past, so nolstalgic compared to now :/

I remember when i was in year 5... looking at that clock, thinking... when will this day end.. i know i will regret it in the future but until then.. yeah, i know this is a fact now but yet i still waste my life away(man wtf I'm sounding like some poet right now).

Hell, i even remember spending some time with my old best friend and thinking about how plants communicate, lol kind of stupid to let all those things pass, ahh well i guess i'll have to build up my future now, to not regret the past... i know that i've tried this like 5 times already and i've been failing all of them. I don't know whether to hold on to my past to to let go... but until then...ill find out... i'll probably post again in a while... or not post for a long time and do a double/triple post like i always do.

EDIT(5 minutes later): i'm curious as to why i post.. i wonder who even reads this...o-o seriously.. i saw 300ish views on this page and i'm wondering if 250 of thoose views were from randoms clicking onto my page or someone who actually comes to visit my page because they are curious about my life... idk i guess i'll never find out..

Also i should probably try to get closer to people rather than push them away.... wow i spent 30 minutes writing this up