Note to future self.

Write out the outline of your notes, don't do summaries if summaries already exist.

I have to thank the past me.

Life is a journey that you cannot stop moving through. You have to make choices, some of which are harder than others but regardless of your choices, you must know the consequences. Accept them, use them to push forward. Don't stand and regret it. Have experience with everything.

My past has gone through many ups and downs. Some have taught me more than others. My past pushes me forward. I need to get rid of my lazy habits. Anything can push me forward, even if it is only by a bit.
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Life is a journey.
It is very short and
Each of us only gets to make this journey once.
Enjoy the journey! 

source: http://www.poemhunter.com/poem/life-is-a-journey-6/

Everything falls apart, even the people who never frown eventually break down.

Love this song. I wonder who are the people who've never broken down.I know i'm not the only one.

Lately, I've been thinking (Yes, I think). Two things that have been affecting me. My self-control and my denial. Don't get me wrong. I know the rights from wrong. I've been trying to teach people this. One thing that I am working heavily on right now is my self-control. That's one thing that I must build as an on/off trait. This is so I can be able to have fun, but also able to work hard(and smart).

This place again...

Those were the exact words that I said to myself today, I said it mentally though. The reason is because that a long time ago(about 6 months or something) I was feeling really lonely and down. This is really stupid but whatever, I just wanted to post this up to make myself feel better(forever alone anyone?).

I may or not not finish typing this up./.. since it is freaking 1:46 am here

Formal

I know I should have posted this earlier but I was busy/not bothered to type this up.

Formal was great. Had fun. Didn't not spend as much time with my date as I would have liked to.

In order, the events went like this:
Why am I posting the events like this? So I don't forget later.

• Went home from graduation.
• Went to Cabramatta with Chloe to pick up the corsage for my date(Katie).
• Went home, met Pavan(is that even  how you spell it?) on the way. He gave me a few small pointers.
• Spend the day deciding which shirt to wear.
• Got picked up by Shaw and almost forgot the corsage.
• Made a tweet. 'Everything is so much cooler in a tuxedo.'
• Talked a bit with the boys(Kevin, Shaw and Raymond) and our ride was delayed but in the end we made it in time.
• Arrived before Katie.
• Asked the guys how I should I give the gift to my date.
• Took a bunch of photos and walked up with Katie, escorted to her table.
• A bunch of speeches
• FOOD!!
• Got the first slow dance :D then SMOKE MACHINE!!!
• More people went onto the dance floor and start dancing. I left Katie to get my mates to dance.
• The rest of the night kind of became a blur.
• All I remember was I was dancing/b-boying.
• Spent some time downstairs inside to get fresh air.
• Dance
• Dance
• Dance
•  "It's not what it looks like, I sat down and the girls gravitated towards me." < LOLOLOL I won't forget that.
• Around 20 minutes before the end, Matthew and I went in for the last 20 minutes of meeting together as a school year while still in school. Ever.
• By the end of the night we said our byes and everyone started becoming sad.
• More photos.
• In the car with the boys, we sang songs e.g. Billionaire by Travie McCoy.

Overall, it was a great night. As mentioned above, I should have spent more time with Katie rather than do my own thing.