I won't fall behind...I swear.

Lately, i feel like all my friends are beating me in all the aspects i was suppose to be good at. I feel like i need to work on it, i know i suck at bboying and making friends and whatnot. Honestly, i don't even know why i don't do it. What do i fear? Bleh >< sorry for not posting for a while, i kinda didn't know what to blog about, and sorry for the first proper post in 1(?) month being so depressing.

Fucking pissing me off!!

Why is it that family tells you off for the littlest of things? Fair enough, I didn't suffer war or whatever, but I spend my time trying to get good grades so Ican make your lives better in the future. When I say I can't think of it, or i wasn't paying attention, then get the idea. I DIDN'T FUCKING PREPARE A DAMN RESPONSE! I don't think past 2 am when my attention is diverted into other things such as studying or gaming. I fucking only sleep this late because i have 1/4 of my days(not including the time i spend sleeping) being told off by a family member. FUCKING PISSES ME OFF, EVEN WHEN I'M DOING THE RIGHT THINGS =.=. I can agree if i am gaming on a school day, but come on 5-10 FUCKING MINUTES WON'T KILL ANYONE! Tch, now I'm wasting more time blogging when i could be in bed by now(or at least brushing my teeth).

AND FUCKING HELL, ALWAYS FUCKING TAKE AWAY 30 MINUTES OF MY SLEEP TIME BY TELLING ME OFF FOR 30 MINUTES LATE AT NIGHT. GEEZ!

Bloody hell. My life has been going down hill ever since i lost my wallet. I honestly need to find it soon, or at least hope that someone will return it.

Sorry guys for not posting anything for a while. It's just i don't have anything to post about.