Disney period

After a day of dancing i felt like going into a Disney period LOL idk

Looking back even further...

I've realised that i used to be really good at things i.e. chess, netball etc. but since I've stopped practising, my skills degraded. In fact, it has degraded so much that i consider myself a failure at life. Recently though I've been getting better at bboy and bball with practice. So looking back I've realised that with practice you can achieve what you're after. YOU JUST NEED INSPIRATION AND MOTIVATION!

Moral of this post: Look back at your past from time to time. Don't forget it, you will be missing a lot of valuable knowledge which you may have not obtained if you did not remember your past. Also don't linger in your past for too long. Your past is your past, not your present, not your future.

One person to look up to; real or not

If there was one person who i could and would look up to then it would definitely be Natsu. Why? Simple, He never gives up, never backs down, always trying to be the best, he is naive but he can learn, and last but not least he always beats the bad guys at the end.

Reason why i look up to him and not anyone else? well because he isn't real, the writers can perfect him unlike other humans. and because he has a lot of the characteristics i have but i don't fully use i.e. he never gives up... i know i have that but i chose to give up easily.

Something that i've been meaning to post

Time passes quickly doesn't it? It all seems like everything just happened in a flash, when in reality some things that we do feel like a lifetime. Remember the times when as a kid you would say something like 'When I grow up I want to be like my dad' or 'I will accomplish something no one has ever accomplished'? I once was like that too, well at least back then, it was fun. I don't know, I'm just posting this because I am super relaxed at the comment and feel like typing something that is apparently deep and meaningful.

Note: I pretty typed this up at 1am on September 9th and after that i just never bothered to type it up on the computer.

You don't try enough

So lately most, if not all, of my friends have been suceeding heaps in life and i'm here trying and failing. I still don't know what i'm good at... Maybe one day when i finally realise/find out what it is then yeah. That being said. I don't actually try hard enough.. I'm too afraid to fall, I'm too afraid to be injured. One day I will overcome this fear to become a better dancer.

Short post, haven't had the urge to post anything lately.

Heck, i don't even know anymore

Lately, i've been really anti-social. Why? i'm not too sure to be honest. Maybe it's because of the fact that i am not as social in my year anymore... i don't know....

I know this will sound crazy. But...

I want to find a place, like an underground room. where i can just go to when i am sad or pissed or just feel like relaxing. Somewhere close to a neighbourhood and not too far down an alley way. Somewhere where i can just go to and not be scared of the time being midnight and being killed by a serial killer. A place like street uni... but more to myself and to an even smaller group of people. A place where it is not run by staff or anything... just a group  of friends who know each other well enough to just hang out. A quiet place, separate from the world.

Everyone needs to visit this website

http://amitaytweeto.com/thequietplace/

It is nothing scary, so don't worry about it. Okay, I haven't posted in a while... I know I haven't really had anything to post. Come on, if I did post something it would be something like " WHY CAN'T I HAVE CONFIDENCE!!" and etc. So this place is actually kind of true, we humans do not do things the way we used to any more. I used to walk to school all the time and enjoy it, I still do. but it's not the same. I feel as though I've stopped being social due to all the so called 'Social networks'. That been said.. I try to do other things rather than go on social networking sites all the time. I.E. dancing etc.

I'm going to sum up a few things that life and other observations has taught me:
- We have built a structure so rigid that every day people like us cannot be free any more. There are only a few that are truly free, the rest are still stuck in this materialistic nightmare.
- Freedom is achievable, yet it is only achievable if we chose to break free from this world and do something we truly wish to do

It's time for a change

Recently i've been thinking a lot about my past. Aparently according to my dad i almost died due to my body cooling down dramatically, but with luck my uncle came home early on that and drove me to the hospital and due to that i lived. LOL my life sounds like harry potter doesn't it? The boy who survived a seizure has come to die! LMAO. No but seriously, i almost died when i was 3-4 years old(possibly younger). Thinking about my near death experience(even though i have no recollection of it) i now understand how precious life is and how it can all be changed by one action or by a stroke of luck. i now know to change myself and risk everything, because i might have lost everything as a kid if it wasn't for that stroke of luck.

It's sad

That humans can be so human(yes this is an insult), why is it that the government/media tries to portray us in an environment where we have to be number one, other people will work for us. Why can't society stop being so stupid and think 'they know better' when they clearly don't. I'm not saying i know a lot but i know that the road we are taking will lead us to our destruction. In a way if 2012 was real then I would be kind of glad for it.