I wouldn't want to end it any other way.

Today is the official in-class lessons we will ever have. First period was art, we had a morning tea with food from all over the world(only three types). Second period, we just sat around and talked in Biology. The awkward moment happened at the very end, when we had to keep Ms Whittle in. A few people, Nam, Helen, Mimi and others asked our teacher random questions just to keep her in for a surprise gift. Of course our teacher ended in tears(sort of) because of shock.

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We had recess. To be honest it was kind of sad talking in those 20 minutes and realising that the people that I regularly talk to may not be talked to forever, perhaps. After was English, once again, we sat around talking about the not-to-distant future i.e. formal. It was fun to sit back and relax. Once again, the bell rang and that depressing mood came over me, knowing this is the last ever lesson for English. In our final class, IPT, we played slender and took some photos. We had some people come into the class room, Saryna, Selina, and Sally. Andrey and I managed to convince them to play Slender. We only managed to record a small amount due to someone calling midway through the recording. In the process, Winnie also was scared. The only way I could describe our reaction to her reaction was 'LOL!'






The highlight of the day was volleyball. Somehow, a few year 12s managed to convince Mr Jones into lending us a ball. We played until the end of lunch, and well left knowing that it will be our last.

Was going to post this at 2am but...it will have to happen tomorrow.

Will re-edit this.

Let's end this with a BANG!

I know I haven't been posting anything lately, but there has been literally nothing interesting in my life. This one of my many posts throughout my final days of school. This week has started off on a low note. I WILL NOT KEEP IT LIKE THIS, I SWEAR! I WILL END IT WITH A BANG! 3 more days and then no one in Year 12 will be able to see each other on a regular basis. Over the course of 4 days(including today), I will be posting several important blog posts about high school.

High school DOES change you. Don't ever forget that. You form relationships, friendships, heck, even family. These guys and girls will always be in your memory, regardless of what you go through. I'm sorry I don't have pictures. TAKE PICTURES! YOU WILL NOT REGRET TAKING THEM. I ASSURE YOU.   You will meet friends who will be there for you, when you're down, when you're up in the sky. I want anyone who reads this to know that high school is going to be missed, regardless of what you feel about it now.
I WILL miss my friends, classmates, and teachers. They have taught me so much, been there for me through my toughest of times. I swear, I will keep in contact with those who are important to me. There is so much regret due to not doing everything

On a brighter note, the last few weeks have been, as what most people would call it, hectic. Monday-Thursday was relatively standard. Friday was our 50 years celebration. It was fun, too bad I was helping David Nguyen of Year 11 finish his artwork. Oh well, it was worth it.

Saturday I came to school dressed like a leb -- yes, a leb. It was embarrassing as f---.  Oh well. YOLO! Monday finished relatively quickly, didn't want to end it any other way. Although, I will tie any loose ends before I leave.

I will miss my friends and close bonds I've made over the years that I've been here.

Every journey must reach a destination. These journeys can be physical, inner, or imaginative. Unfortunately, this journey has reached its destination and as a result, we must push onto our Post-HSC life.

Insanity is your mind's last stand before you are able to control it.

Before, I was going through a state of insanity. This was over a year ago. I tried and tried, but I couldn't find out what insanity was. I found quotes and whatnot, but there was nothing to help me recover. After holding out and not giving into insanity, I became a sane person again. Why? I didn't give up; I controlled myself and didn't give into the insanity. Insanity isn't because you've given up, or because you've gotten sick of your surroundings, or even lost control. It's because you started gaining control of your mind and your mind started losing control of you. Your mind wants to be a master to you, not your slave. It is when YOU, not your mind, have control of yourself that you start to feel insanity attempting to control your mind.

They say you learn the most when you're at your weakest point. I beg to differ; you learn more when you observe why you were so weak in the first place

I made this post today because I saw  a video, about 30 minutes ago, about Instant concentration. This made me think about how much of my mind I was actually controlling. http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=-3APQNz5k14 is the video. I think everyone can benefit from this, as long as they don't forget it.

I REMEMBER NOW!

IT'S SO CLEAR ALL OF A SUDDEN. I had forgotten how or why i even studied so effectively. It all came down to the style of music; it had nothing to do with the genre. The music that works most effective for me are ones that have piano keys being banged at a set tempo and have a nice flow. It's so vivid.

I, for once, know what I need to do in order to maintain my study vibe.
- Never miss a beat, ever.

One last run.

Just one more, and that's it.

Message to future me from 7th of March 2012

You didn't go through all this shitty suffering for nothing. GO DO SOMETHING WITH YOUR LIFE! STOP WASTING IT! You should know that better days are here! DON'T FUCKING EVER GO BACK TO THOSE OLD HABITS!

Personal Favourites

Saddest movie I've seen: Hachiko: A dog's tale
Saddest death of a character: KAMINA!!! WHY!! T_T BRING HIM BACK TO LIFE DAMN IT!!
Best anime: Tengen Toppa Gurren Lagann
Best movie(Past): Transformers
Best childhood movie reliever: Toy story 3
Best movie (Present): Avengers!

Questions! Questions! More Questions!

Recently, I've learnt a new technique of learning. Rather than just trying to absorb the information given to me and attempting to apply it, I should ask questions. Yes it seems stupid and obvious but, considering the situation I'm in now, I really need to realise this with my real eyes(like my pun?).

Choose your words

I tend to use words that don't make me sound smart or refined. An example is "I'm cheap" rather than
"It's efficient," see the difference? One obviously sounds more like a slob and will probably lower your social value in society, and the other will make it seem like you know how to use your resources. I want there to be a piece of technology that can allow someone to search for synonyms of a word and their meanings. Yes, I know there is a website based of this, but the words themselves don't sound smart.

Choice of words matter. That's why I chose my words 80% of the time before I even say anything.

Somebody, please punch me in the face.

I honestly need to wake up and start working my ass off here! I CAN'T KEEP GOING ON LIKE THIS!