We are all getting old

So recently i looked at my dad's hair colour, it was greyer than usual. It really makes me sad to know that one day someone bad will happen. So, i want everyone to know that: one day we all will grow old and die. DO SOMETHING WITH YOUR PARENTS BEFORE THEY DIE! REGRET NOTHING! DO EVERYTHING YOU'VE ALWAYS WANTED TO DO BEFORE IT'S TOO LATE AND BEFORE YOU REGRET NOT DOING ANYTHING WITH THEM. Remember, although we all die at one point, we want to live our life to the fullest. That means, doing things for others especially for those who have done so much for us. I want to make my Mum and Dad proud before they die or before anything bad happens to them. I wrote up this post because yeah, it hit a gigantic emotional point in my body.

Camp

Camp was awesome! I think i had bonded closes to many people i wasn't close to but yeah idk. But that being said CAMP WAS AWESOME!!
So the story went along the lines of this:
Went on bus trip, was alright nothing special. Was kind of quiet though.
Arrived there picked our cabins and everyone had a random activity group because well we never had a decision to make our own group, or it was because the PE staffroom wasn't organised enough to give us a group.
Then we went to do our activities. My first one was Crossroads session. was not fun but hey, at least that was out of the way.
The second activity was challenge ropes where we had to go through obstacles at high altitudes.
LOL OMG SIMONE WAS THE FUNNIEST AT THE CHALLENGE ROPES, SHE SCREAMED THROUGHOUT THE WHOLE THING(sort of).
We had dinner, it was crap.
Then we had challenge night. Challenge night was awesome because our team won, I wanted to name our team poor hub but everyone agreed on Epic Fail. I think Friday won the most points for us.
And then we went sleep
The next day:
I had crossroads session again. was boring, half of us were half asleep.
then we had flying fox, man that was fun! but it was too short D:
We had lunch again, it was still crap
After we did mud world and kayaking. MUD WORLD WAS SOO DAMN DIRTY!! kayaking was funny because i kept on splashing at Jessica. After camp I still had black shit in my nose but hey it was awesome. After kayaking i tried to learn a new move but failed. I also tried to practice my hand stands.
We had disco later that night
Disco wasn't the best but hey i tried to get vincinet and david to dance but couldn't. I bboyed a bit at the disco.
The next day dablan was freaking annoying, went around knocking on the door shouting "WAKE UP" repeatedly.
We had leap of faith and abseiling. Abseiling was the only one that made me even partially scared.
Food was shit, nothing i generally liked.Not even the cereal.
After we did all that we went home, half of us were sleeping on the bus.

Overall camp was awesome! we had mad as instructors and yeah watching people scream was funny.

Camp soon

Excited but most likely will be disappointed because of the rain T_T
ahh well needa make a to buy list

Disney period

After a day of dancing i felt like going into a Disney period LOL idk

Looking back even further...

I've realised that i used to be really good at things i.e. chess, netball etc. but since I've stopped practising, my skills degraded. In fact, it has degraded so much that i consider myself a failure at life. Recently though I've been getting better at bboy and bball with practice. So looking back I've realised that with practice you can achieve what you're after. YOU JUST NEED INSPIRATION AND MOTIVATION!

Moral of this post: Look back at your past from time to time. Don't forget it, you will be missing a lot of valuable knowledge which you may have not obtained if you did not remember your past. Also don't linger in your past for too long. Your past is your past, not your present, not your future.

One person to look up to; real or not

If there was one person who i could and would look up to then it would definitely be Natsu. Why? Simple, He never gives up, never backs down, always trying to be the best, he is naive but he can learn, and last but not least he always beats the bad guys at the end.

Reason why i look up to him and not anyone else? well because he isn't real, the writers can perfect him unlike other humans. and because he has a lot of the characteristics i have but i don't fully use i.e. he never gives up... i know i have that but i chose to give up easily.

Something that i've been meaning to post

Time passes quickly doesn't it? It all seems like everything just happened in a flash, when in reality some things that we do feel like a lifetime. Remember the times when as a kid you would say something like 'When I grow up I want to be like my dad' or 'I will accomplish something no one has ever accomplished'? I once was like that too, well at least back then, it was fun. I don't know, I'm just posting this because I am super relaxed at the comment and feel like typing something that is apparently deep and meaningful.

Note: I pretty typed this up at 1am on September 9th and after that i just never bothered to type it up on the computer.

You don't try enough

So lately most, if not all, of my friends have been suceeding heaps in life and i'm here trying and failing. I still don't know what i'm good at... Maybe one day when i finally realise/find out what it is then yeah. That being said. I don't actually try hard enough.. I'm too afraid to fall, I'm too afraid to be injured. One day I will overcome this fear to become a better dancer.

Short post, haven't had the urge to post anything lately.

Heck, i don't even know anymore

Lately, i've been really anti-social. Why? i'm not too sure to be honest. Maybe it's because of the fact that i am not as social in my year anymore... i don't know....

I know this will sound crazy. But...

I want to find a place, like an underground room. where i can just go to when i am sad or pissed or just feel like relaxing. Somewhere close to a neighbourhood and not too far down an alley way. Somewhere where i can just go to and not be scared of the time being midnight and being killed by a serial killer. A place like street uni... but more to myself and to an even smaller group of people. A place where it is not run by staff or anything... just a group  of friends who know each other well enough to just hang out. A quiet place, separate from the world.