i'm starting over...

everything that i've done well i've never liked ...(except for a few things)
soo now imma start over and well think differently

number 2

okay so recently while i was half-asleep or asleep i had one of the scariest moements ever... o-o i think my mind was creating visions of 3-4 humans sitting around the room repeatedly saying "number 2 can save you!"... and just so you guys know idk even if i was sleeping or if i was half sleeping

but anyways i sent out an imaginary electric pulse(i call it an electromagnetic pulse)<< childish i know :P but still farhh it was scary... yet during the time i wasn't scared... o-o

in other words it should of been scary but it wasn't....

To never turn a blind eye

my only real goal in life is for when people ask me to help, i cant say no... if i do then its going against my way of life

pretty much this year//term//month w/e m trying to learn my manners/ how to be a gentleman and learning to not let people down.. thats pretty much all my aims this year

EDIT:27/3/2011
I've realised that I've turned my eye blind more then I used to do after I posted this, I think its because I'm better at what I do when I do it on the spot and not planning it out.

Project REWIND!

Okay soo recently i've had the strangest idea for something about changing the world... however i sort of need ideas

the only idea i have so far is the name... which is project rewind..
the meaning of the name is to rewind humans(pun/metaphor for turning humans back to the way we were)

the only idea i have atm is to raise awareness about the way humans are spenidng our resources... other then that i'm out of ideas...

but then again o-o i could probably elaborate on what i just wrote.. But idk

Rewind

yeh so before the last blog i haven't really been blogging... but i guess I can say that I've returned back to normal

i guess i can start attending school normally again and not skip out so many lesson(i didn't say days because i only missed out 1 and 2/3 days in total

Okay now for the real reason why i made this blog and i didnt want to continue my other one.
Soo recently the past 2 weeks or so, my mental health has worsened(so much that I wanted to scream(three times;in church and in school(maths and English)))< yay for triple brackets
LOL kk uhh soo i went to the doctors to check it out.. and aparently i'm having an emotion overload or i saw something emotionally disturbing(highly unlikely for this one)... i think i may know why im having the emotion overload but idk yet.. imma wait until the dust settles before i say anything...

BUT the second time i went to visit.. its apparently just a flu or because the weather changed... but that was referring to my physical state NOT my mental/emotional state.(yes... guys DO have feelings too, just because we don't show it in real life doesn't mean we don't have any)

Okay that's all imma blog about for today

Yeh... soo its been a while

lol k so i gave up on the #ep thingy

kk now onto a different topic

Soo recently i've been getting kinda sick(OMFG IMMA DIEE lol jks), okay soo today during school i had two tests but i only did one because i felt kinda sick and went home

to be continued when im bothered

QQ im losing my mind...

seriously.. in church today i almost felt like i was going to let out a massive scream... and i didn't even know the reason.... AND farhhh soo glad i didn't T_T please anyone help !?!?!? D:

... imma amuse i looked weird when i looked into my bag for no reason BUT that was a last resort and i had to do it somehow

argg!!! FARHH OUT T_T D: FML... oh wells i guess i can try to hold out for long enough

well at least now i know thta i have to fight the darkness until i win...
No more holding back for me!

LOL ONE OF THE MOST AWESOME DREAMS I HAD LAST NIGHT

okay soo yesterday OMGG one of the best dreams ever... o-o(soo far i have two) both involving two different crushes... o-o

okay so this one was about one of my old crushes and it was the most unexpected dream ever, o-o it didn't involve intimacy(just in case anyone is curious). My version of a perfect dream doesn't involve sex or w/e... I'm the type of guy that likes to talk to people and I'm not really into sex all that much and besides from what I've learnt about my dreams, is that they will never come true...

and D: whenever i sleep i only dream but when i wake up its like a nightmare(D: no seriously i have nightmares when I'm awake... its like insomnia but for the morning only)

NTS: check yahoo answers about my headphones by 12/3/2011

http://answers.yahoo.com/question/index?qid=20110302033305AAJd0JE

yeh useless post again o-o will delete it after i find a good answer

Ep# 7 - RAGE HEADPHONES D:

Okay so i recently bought some skull candy headphones... in my opinion if i had to rate them then... i would give them a 4-5/10(6 if i'm nice...)

Reason:

• the head sqeeze is somewhat annoying..
• the sound isnt as good as what people make it sound like..(maybe its just me but i don't like them)
• they hurt my head after 10 minutes... < but that might just be me..
• the vocals for certain songs are not clear

and when i compared the headphones to my speakers.. MAN there was a massive difference in the voice...
My speakers : More soothing then the headphones

the only thing i did like about them is the style.. BUT other then that they are shit... DON'T BUY THEM IF U EVER COME ACROSS THIS SHORT REVIEW!