I won't fall behind...I swear.

Lately, i feel like all my friends are beating me in all the aspects i was suppose to be good at. I feel like i need to work on it, i know i suck at bboying and making friends and whatnot. Honestly, i don't even know why i don't do it. What do i fear? Bleh >< sorry for not posting for a while, i kinda didn't know what to blog about, and sorry for the first proper post in 1(?) month being so depressing.