Responsibility.

Just now, i decided to think about my future. I know i am forced to have more responsibility than the average man. Reason: i am going to be a heir of my dad's side of the family. Yes it may not sound like much work, but i have to support them through money, bonding and the occasional family fights. Lucky for me, my dad has the role right now, so i am safe for now. However, that isn't always going to be the case. I don't know if i will ever be able to rise to the occasion and support my extended family. But still, even though i know this will happen, i can't help but think about what i will be able to do. I'm just not ready for responsibilities yet.