I'm happy, I really am.

So recently I've been thinking about stuff and I've realised that my life is so much better than what it was a few years back(actually it is because I've been watching Natsume Yuujinchou San and i can relate to his story so much that it's not even funny). Back then people were nice to me, yet i was just too shy to talk back to them, but as i grew i can say that high school has taught me heaps and I've found friends who i can be myself around. Yes, i keep secrets but come on.... who doesn't? So yeah I have to thank everything that has helped me become what i have become. Yeah I'm not one of those sad stories that are like "I was so happy as a kid but as i grew up I met the wrong people and turned out really bad." the point of this post was to show how just because your childhood was bad doesn't mean your life will be horrible as you grow up. trust me there is hope, no matter how hard it is to believe you just have to wait. as a kid I thought the same but i grew up to realise things take time... as someone has said to me before: "Take your time, don't rush it. It will looks better if you work on it slowly rather than rushing through it"(actually the context that it was said in has nothing to do with this story but yeah it kinda fits(somehow)).