Sometimes...

there are days when im happy and full of energy and some days im soo sad for no apparent reason and there are some days i feel like giving up on all the things I've been working on(e.g. social skills etc...)

those days are just the days i want to say I GIVE UP! but I know I probably won't... knowing me anyways o-o, mmm yeh i still want to scream i give up though

also idk why i blog.. no one reads it o-o soo yeh.. oh wells i guess its just a way to express myself when i don't have anyone to talk to(man i feel like a loner<< actually I sort of am when it comes to having friends to talk to about these issues)

soemtimes i just want somoene to talk too, you know one of thoose deep meaningful and thoughtful talks... not just "LOL hey... how was yesterday's party" kind of talk.

yeh so probably just a depression period, ill get over it eventaully

 

EDIT:(31/8/2011)  So its almost the start of spring and yeah i got over it, i know who my friends are... and i know what i need to do to continue living normally)